Feeling super depressed and let down in a way. I feel like I shouldn't but I really am...
Went to the bank. and got money for my trip to Japan and cashed it into my bank. Come to find out it's WAY less then what I expected and told it was.

 I planned on going to Japan at the end of this month to visit my friend and her family. Make money out there, sell stuff. and sight see EVERYTHING. Now I guess I can't do any of it....
Knowing how I feel, my bf will feel worse about it. and we had booked a night in one of the Disney hotels for one night for his Bday. UGH!! ><

This really does suck! I kinda don't know what else to do... I'm really sad about it all. We both been planning this for months now. *sigh* Looks like I need to make an appointment for the apartment we liked. It's really nice. we just didn't plan on moving in until after we had gone to japan... :-/

I just either want to sleep all day and mope or watch movies and drink. D= I hate when stuff I plan out doesn't turn out the way we wanted. (it happens a lot) I guess since I got nothing else to do today I will go make stuff and try to make more money.

BLARGH!